this post is specially to those ppl whom i have met during the 4days course...

anton; nice guy whom i met during the first night.... really understanding..... can actually meet up with him often cause he is from Ngee Ann.... we talked in the middle of the night when it was dark... was rather fun as there was this very low wall which is between both of us..... so rather scary at times.....

Faisal; another Mr. nice guy. haha.. i didn't know that he has a sister in DMN... i only started talking to him like on the third day or so... so not quite close.. but he is a nice guy.......

Kamaliah; haha the funny gal who borrowed moi pen and almost forgot to return it on the last day... haha.... so funny... just chat with her and she actually forgot who i am.. what the hell... but on the whole she is a nice lady... but wished i had known her better as in from day 1?

Nadiah; hahax an old friend of mine... couldn't believe that i would be meeting her there... she did change la... or maybe in the past i didn't know her that well which is like an impossibile... so she did change... hahax we finally talked on the third day which is quite late... i didn't know why but i cant seem to have the corrouge to talk to her...

Fadhil; a nice guy from VS haha... very cute and funny guy... made friend with him only on the 3rd day... don't know why ppl say he OOC on 2nd day... did not see him either on that day... haha....

finally i came to the two most important names on the list..... hahax..


Felix; a funny guy.. from bedok sumting secondary school... i cant really rememebr whether its bedok town bedok souith or bedok north... he was really concerned about his hair... and he is actually a hetro... the first that i have ever met... we actually camwhore in the train on our way back sia... but was fun... i am gonna miss him... sadly i only knew him on the third day during lunch when i wasnt quite feeling well....

Ikhtiari; a funny lamer... you know that some jookes are so lame that you actually laugh at it not about it... this is exactly a classical case... gonna miss him as he kinda cheered me up during the 4 days course

heys just came back from NCC Spec course..... was a very tiring 4 day camp... was rather expecting a 2sgt rank.... but end up got a 3sgt rank...... but i had a bloody hell of a time....... met a lot of fwensssssssss. then we plan to go out next week fri.....

aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh damn it i am like fucking pissed right now....... was just scolded for letting my sis sitting on me... what the hell its my body, my life let me lie it my way....had my first lesson today and missed one the other time... cause of my camp.. had sec 3 camp from29 to 30 at kota tinggi damn fun... then the next day went to zoo was scolded there for my foul attituder... what the hell i wasnt even with attitude on that day... then the next day was LTC trainers camp... had high E low E as well as sea act... damn fun cause i managed to over come my fear of heights with WEN QING... haha thanks girl... u were a great help... then low E was very fast... sea act was the best as i learned how to kayakthen we learned campsizing the kayak... luckily mine is a closed deck kayak... if not me too were to campsize it... then after that we had our rafting joel was sitting in front of me... lol.... wat a funny thing cause we kept banging each others oar...then when we reach the centre we tried to cap the raft biut it was a failure... haha...then went for our raod march...was pissed with a few things ... so end up i walk dang fast... haha... we took 50 minutes to rreach from one end to another of changi beach...

the sec 3s had their MTP session.. then before that i had NCC training then the stupid SIR came then i was like i never eat recess then lunch also never eat.... then on wednesday i sick so on that day i was still sick ma... then how can he like pump me... i know its good for me also as it kinda train my bod... but i am still sick ma... but what to do still must endure... if not i will have nothing left exccept for my accedemic... continue next time... gotta do all the homework/...

long time never blog..... been very busy with mid year and speak good english week... today is finally the day for speak good english week... we were only given one week to memorise the script... its good effort guys... really proud of you people... the most important thing is that the students love us... hahax... the games was super "FUN"... at least it did not turn out to be as bad as how i tought it would be... haha... i cant beleive it 3F actually beat 3E by 10 points... then the performance was a hit... but my face was painted blue with a face paint. and i cant seem to wash it of in school... but when i got home i managed to wash it off before i went to photocopy the consent form for our annual camp... it cost me a total of 12 bucks la... buty i really hope that i will be worthwhile...


somehow i just wonder how sucky this live can really get... its like super annoyinh la... its like why must be so unfair... i am like on the same side as you now la Jay i understand... so pls stop hurting me...

i actually talk to her the other time and asked her whydid we like stead and break up 16 days later... here is what she says......
"well Kay i understand how ou feel right now... i know you are like super sad right... well the reason why i actually accepted you was that i wanted to give both me and you, Kay a try... but i decided to break up cause its like i dun realy love you..."

i was like utterly shock can... what is this you promised me and i promised you... looks like the promise you made were broken by you......

i cant believe thatr i actually trusted you guys.... you guys are actually a bunch of suckers just trying to make me feel sad and such... just leave me alone ok... i have enough problem in scholl council, family and now you guys are adding more... whats the point... i vcant see it... haix....

hey Jay if you were to read this ever... pls noe that i really need someone to talk to... i cant really bottle up anymore....

today was my very first paper HMT AND ENG paper 1... was pretty confident bout it... for the first time evr i knew all my formats... really proud of you.... even though you are sick... heartbroken and all those shit.. but tomorrow is SS and ENG paper 2... i only confident in paper two...... but not ss.. so gonna study.....

haix..... had tuition today so i cant follow my parents go JB... but at leasat i can rest at home.. feeling rather feverish lately.... haix..... really hope that i can get myself an MP3 soon... need music badly.......exams are like super close man... freaking out badly cause i not feeling well.... feeling down... haix.... damn it la..... my specs course clashes with my LTC camp. i wanna go for both but haix i don't.......... pls help me someone

i am very sad to announce that me and her............. we finally borke up..... its very sad....... i still love her...... and its like only 16days la....... hiax... could not bear the news...... cried like hell in class....... couldnt bear the pain of breaking up with someone who i really love and cherish........ buut what can i do.... i can like only move on............

been really busy lately. had a lot meetings and stuff... haix damn tired can... selected for LTC proud but tiring. but fun.. dont know la.....


went out with Cikgu Liyana on saturday took some pics with the others and stuff... man we look so gay... hahax..... will put it up soon......

i am still mising you gal..... why did we even stead in the first place if you gonna avoid me. i really love you. and you like doubt my words.... i know i am having some problems.. but pls dun assume tat if i find the love again i will just dump you... i will never do tat k... its like i love you deep in my heart.... you ask me to promise you that i won't break your heart and hurt your feelings abd such... but look who is feeling hurt..... huh...... pls i really wanna patch this up.. lets just start a new.........

long time never blog. haix. miss blogging so much... today very tired..... got NCC training... but sadly it was about to rain. haix... damn it la.... then after that 2 sirs came and that the sec 4s suddenly weanted to take.... so last minute lorss... haix. then waited for the choir SYF results.. and guess what we got GOLD WITH HONEST i am really proud of you guys....

today was a very boring day... i totally forgot that there was training today... then i found out that we, the sec threes are actually taking over.. haix... so i just came..... haix... then while training, i saw her going home.... what the hell can..... i wanted to go home with her la....... haix.. really miss her so much. haix. then her register number is 27 and mine is 14 so i pasted to numbers together. so sweet rite... haix. got tuition later on... really tired already.... haix hope she comes online before 6.30.. cause i nedd to go by then......

haix today i very tired and happy..... i gave her the special gift..... hope she would like it..... why is everyone saying that i am gay... do i look gay to you all... i might behave like very soft but in my heart i truly love a girl.... anyway why should i be very.... how to say.... very troubled... i know deep in my heart i still love pearline....... haix what a day today is... firstly was called up by mrs toh... cause i never go for SS rremedial.. haix.. i was like sick can.... haix whatever la... tomorrow i just give her a parent letter can le lorsss.... haix.... then during assembly mr tan called me up to do announcing for the sports day winners.. hahax.. damn nervous cause that is like the first time i doing it up on stage..... then after the sports day thing was indian dance........ she performed... ffrom my point ~which was like the back of the hall~ she look super cute..... haix i really love you darling............. then went back to class then the stupid teacher was like scolding me. i was like already late for my D.I.S.C profiling can. she wants what from me??? haix.. she rerally spoilt my day man....... haix what to do... life is like that........


the only reason i keep moving on is you and only you can make me happy. so girl please know that no matter what i will love you.........

haix yesterday was a very tiring day man..... went shopping with my family..... we planned to go VIVO city but my dad decided to go to VELOcity iinstead... at first i was like no i dun care i want to go VIVO again.... but then i thought back... if i can't go to VIVOcity, iat least VELocity can le la..... as long as got the city can le.... hahax...... but then when we reached Novena station, my mother decided to go to united square instead... so we went there and ate pizza hut.. damn nice.. then we went to guess and bought clothes.... cost my dad a total of 300 bucks for only 12 clothes.... so ex lorss...... but then lucky cause if not i could not buy anything at all if not for my dad. love him so much..... then i really want an MP3 badly.. so pls dad....... get my one soon....

haix today is a super tiring day for me.... yesterday was sports day.......... so i was quit dead today... haix.... did not see her today....... haix........

hahax..... girl its ok i understand........ its ok la.... i can just move on... and find a new gal.... or just stay single forver........... thanks anyway........

hey girl... you wanna noe y..... well cause i really like you......... secondly.. you very cute.... enthu... funny........ bubbly........ understandable... understanding....... kind........ good gal....... pure heart.... and lastly cause i love you............ hahax.....

wah very long never blog le....... been very bz la.... sorry ya guys... haha........ today is like the most tiring day man.... had NCC....... wah damn angry sia.... they ask me to take over for part As.. haix but sooner or later i will have to bahh... so must be more confident... then i got leg cramp since monday..... i really pushed myself for the 2.4km run.. wah very happy when i finished my run sia.. i really pushed myself till i get like 12.03... i was like down there dying la... out of breath.... spinning round.. leg cramp..... wah....... but it turned ok ma. all my efforts paid of.... i improved from like a 15++ runner to a 12++ runner... hahax.... anyway..... had change agents yesterday. found out tat i will be acting as a minority.. wat the hell.. hahax but i think it will be good enough for a first yr guy....... lol... i will be acting as a taxi driver.... hahax...... haix... tmr is sports day.....

oh i forgot abt sumting... i am really sorry that i did not meet up with you... i was in school the whole day....... so pls forgive me ya.......

for her:

hey girl.... i know you dun believe that i love you but thats the fact.... i do love you... i really don't know how to express it to you.... you might be thinking that i might be joking.. but sadly i am not....... i really do...... i tried so hard just now to convince you... if this does not work..... i will try my best in real life... so this is only the virtual world part........

i hope you will change your mind girl.......

haha long time never blog le... hahax... skol hols is here....... yeah can slack abit..........

haha long time never blog le... haix dun wanna talk bout school this few days cause of her... but then haix... nvm la


just now went to ubin with HaiQ. supposed to go with oliver and mervyn.... but oliver is sick and i cant seem to contact mervyn... so we went there and reach at around one plus... then we went to take the map first i took a few and we set of... we went to various places... then when we completed the whole wracky, we decided to go back to all the places to take the pictures of the stations so went back to all the stations... suddenly it rain and we rushed to this hut i almost fly of my bike sia... stupid then got a cut on my finger... then that idiot went through this very scary earth trail... its so quite la can... let me just post the pics taken...

haha just now went out with my aunt to celebrate my birthday.... i noe its early but ya..... so we went to pizza hut to eat..... and here are the pics...........