wow i jusst noticed that this post is the number sixty post... so today is a sat... nothing to do except for playing computer and such... but i got a BBQ to attend later... 2 at that... one family one LTC..... so i am gonna charge my MP3 before i go.......

well i guess this week is the sadest week ever.... on sunday my cousin passed away because of accident... then yesterday at about 1++ my dad called and i only managed to call him back at 3++ to find out that my grandpa has passed away... what the hell.. i was like super shocked can... it was like suddenly he passed away... i cant bear to take the griefness... so today his body was buried... and i didnt go to school... and 1 sad thing was that my family woke up late... and we reached there last minute... but at least i managed to give him my final kiss yesterday... but this morning i didn't know why i was so sad that i couldn't bear to come close to his body and kiss him... i was like crying very badly... i didn't even had the mood to pray for him... its like i felt so bad but i really cant take it... i scared later while praying i cried..... so i just one corner and cried non-stop.... i really miss you grandpa.......

yesterday had Amaths lesson as usual.... and i went and mirically i managed to complete the assignment without copying....
then when i ended i went out and sat there first cause i was freezing.... buut then i was scolded by mr imran.. so i canceled my tuition and went for the camp... and when i join them... they had just finished IFC... so the next thing that they will be doing would be Field cooking.. so i became the I/C and briefed them.... then after that they played soccer... then when they came back they changed and we had a muster parade... and it was very nice.... then i went home to find the house empty.. so tried calling my daad but it was off... so i rested then later he called and asked me to go to his workplace... then i missed the fly past... so sad.... but then managed to watch the water exploding so loud sia.. but very nice... then we went to Marina Square to fix my MP3... then went to buy my hiking shoes wich is like fucking nice and ex.. then joined the membership for the thing... then went to eat.

TGIF....... i just like it..... so today i mange to endure the whole day even though i was sick.... and i am very happy ass my attempt to look not sick was a success no one noticed that i was sick..... yippeee... so after school met cikgu for the darmawisata thing... and she told us about the financial part... so if my dad has to support 7 ppl his income must not be more then $3500.... so we then went to mr chong to ask for his help in maths.... then i went to class to study all the way till 5.30 but it end up being emo session for me.... i just sat there and thought of the past.....

today is like the worst fucking day ever... ok so i think there is no point for me to wait for Krisha as i know there is no use for it... she does not reply my SMSes...... haix...... calls were all rejected...... school see me turn onee whole big round... call out from guitar practice when she is like just sitting at the corner daydreaming say busy.... so i shall just cry my heart out tonight and move on tomorrow.... well i think i would be able to do it but it is not as bad as what i am like facing in NCC......

just now after PE was called by that fucking imran.... ok let me tell everything

so PE ended and we (me NAT SYIQS DIY) ran to the canteen so that we can smuggle our drinks to class.... then after that we went back to class and SYIQS had to walk at the route where we can see her class and when i though that was it... imran had to come out of his class to call me.. so i went up to him and said politely.......

K; yes cher (with that as-polite-as-possible way)
I; i want to tell you that me and mr rudy have discussed for who is the USM and ASM... so oliver shall now be the USM and Mervyn ASM... u wil assist them if they need... so in other words i strip you off your rank...... and everything any orders shall be given by me or mr rudy in black and white... and you shall have no rights to give any orders.. is that understood.... you shall also turn up for every training including this saturday.... if you are not there we will jot it down and it will deffinately affect your testimonial.. so you might as well don't expect any testimonial..
K; ok thanks cher for informing but this saturday i got tuition so i cannot come... i don't care what you are going to say as all this while NCC has been affecting my studies.... you want to delete all my CCA points go ahead.... i don't care.... (crying all this while and walks off)........

so then endured the rest of the school then went to SP to support INCUBATORS.... so we saved our voice till their presentation... so we were the loudest as there was only 4 ppl shouting....... and the whole auditorium was filled.... haha... so throughout the thing this two greenridge sec guys were caressing each other... so gay.... haha.... then reception.... then resultsss... they started with silver award..... where all the semi finalis won that.... dunman has one team in that category... then they went on to gold award... where three out of the 6 grand finalis won.... so the announcer announced that some other schools got secondf runner up... so that means dunman or incubators got either first runner up or first..... so they invited the remaining two teams up on stage.. dunman againist Global Indian Singapore School.....
so we won.... zu was jumping for joy and we screamed..... so happy....... then at LFS was ok nth boring.... then went home....... then blog....







to imran i dun care bout u neither do i care bout NCC rite now.....
to krisha thanks for the memories.... eventhough you broke my heart and cheated my feelings.....
to incubators congrats for the winning.....