I have totally used up my whole holidays on activities and there was no rest at all, how great is that?

Frankly I can no longer remember what has happened during the whole of the semester break so i shall just elaborate about a few of the recent events...

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So October Orientation was not as bad as what i had expected it to be. Was selected at the very last minute i think cause my name was not in the list of mentors when i reported. I got to know that i would be taking care of class Q951 the day when the freshies report. Together with Arif, Ansari and Zen. Frankly, the instant when Jel said that, i went speechless. at first, i thought that i could not work well with an, neither could i get along with arif and at that moment i dont even know who zen is.

We then went of to short circuit for breakfast. that was when i first talked to Zen. it felt super awkward cause there was no proper introduction given to and from both parties. So the freshies started coming in and all had activities the whole day and soon it was already the end of the first day of the camp. ones the freshies left, i went for training.. injured knee really hurts. but did not show the pain.

The next day was the last day. Frankly i was not expecting the class to be so bonded and quite enthusiastic. they participated and had fun. zen bought for them sweets... it might be small and little but its the thoughts that counts...

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Went to Esplanade to watch Impak Maksima a Malay musical.. was freaking nice...

i really hope our friendship would go back to normal..............

Its not a surprise if no one ever come and visit my blog, since its like dead for ages. Well Hari Raya this year totally seems dull. However the only interesting thing about this year's Hari Raya is that i went beck to Kampung on the second day. Photos can be found on my facebook account..

So Blazers training has gotten more and more interesting. We had HTHT session on Thursday for about an hour plus. After which, coach came and we started our training proper. We went straight to group stunts.

Yesterday, we had gymnastic session over at Raffles Institution. Started off with front walk over, but i stopped after trying for about half-an-hour due to my lack of flexibility. I then moved on to perfect my cartwheel and round-off before proceeding to learn running cartwheel/round-off. However my progress there was dampened after the arrival of someone. My spirits just hit rock bottom. I spent the remaining time over at the trampoline jumping my ass off. Trained up on my locking and pulling myself up to improve my craddle pop.

Hari Raya is finally here but i dont really feel the festivities in me. It seems like a normal day passing by.

SHAG

Ok once again this blog is like dead... Oh wells what to do i am really busy...

So Asian Youth Games ended with a bang on 10th July, well the appreciation did that is to my view la... Got a free Frasia haha... Lucky i did not buy... But what a 'Dinner' it is... Haha... The only food was potato chips and buns... Rushed over to the airport immediately after that to meet the Zetten people...

What should i do... I really feel empty deep down... I miss you deeply but it seems like there isn't any chance for me to meet you some time soon...

Ok so tomorrow cheerleading will have a performance over at the area in front of the library do come and support k...

DUE TO SENSITIVITY THE POST HAS BEEN DEMOLISHED!!!

my life as a poly student has just gotten even more screwed...

Ok a dead blog needs its revival sometime soon.... Haha

Well been busy with school and term test like two to three weeks ago. Then when term break takes over it felt great. Started my term break with going to Flight Experience with the lovely Sherwin & Samson. Samson led the three of us by flying a plane in a normal day condtions. It was the my turn and what i got was a night flight from changi airport. The experience was woah!! But i think Sherwin would gain more experience cause he got a flight in a typical Singapore tropical thunderstorm.

After our session was planning to catch a movie but unfortunately, there wasn't any time slots that is suitable for us so we went to eat instead before heading off.

Met Kor when they left and had a HTHT before a massive cam-whoring session on City Hall platform.



Friday went off to KL was th bomb...

Came back from KL went straight for Combined Empire Night Cycling to Hendersons Waves and after which went for SYFC trip and followed by training that night...

Had ESC leadership camp yesterday but we zhaoed halfwy cause it was too boring... Went to catch a movie with Shah's treat before going over to sleepover his place. Then later got TPSU sub-com camp an blazers training...


having a dillemma between blazers training or TPSU camp.....

I'm feeling so low now can???



I'm like happy and jumping around, however deep down i really feel empty. i cant seem to understand what is wrong with myself.

anyhooossss....
i just got myself a new haircut!!!! so cool man... but it makes me look like a bloody mat sia... MAT... i cant believe it... haha... CRAP i'm damn high now... haha...

I feel bad. I know i should not have done it. But as usual it always backfires.

Its like our love-life is about the same.

I'm sad. Why did you have to do it that way? I know i said i moved on but frankly i have not, not even to this day. Tell me how to. You ended my passion for you just like that. Each day i see you now i just cant bear to show my true feelings. The only way to cover this up, well obviously to disturb you.

Poly has been difficult but it also reminds me of all the mac study sessions. I shouldn't be reminded of the past but i cant erase them. Friends never fails to crack jokes and make me forget them. But your scent still lingers.

Thanks for the memories.

Sorry for the dead blog. I admit it's very dead... What to do damn busy adapting to poly life... Frankly Poly life is cool...

So i would like to take this opportunity to raise up some names that i think worthy to be mentioned.

HAZIRAH: Ok la i gotta admit this ever-so-enthu-and-crazy senior of mine ROCKS MY SMELLY SOCKS, pebbles & stones included.. Haha.. Well i turn to her when i am down and all.. I guess if i were to know here back then in secondary school it'll be worse... Haha... So thanks MAKCIK (eventhough your siblings are not even close to marrying yet)...

PAIGE: I will forever remember her as my ZETTEN GL & Week 0 FA.. Thanks for making me high at times...

WEI GUANG: The only ZETTEN GL that can make me laugh like crap...

BERNITA: Thanks for going crazy with me and being concern....

SUN: For making me have fun today by rejecting me the whole day...

JOSH: For being there for me and understanding me... THANKS BABE

YONO: I DEEPLY appriciate your support you are my motivation... YOU ROCK CAPTAIN..

CAD: Thanks ATC for guiding me along...

SHERWIN: Sorry if i irritate you with that solitare game... Truth hurts and the truth is you sucks( no la. In fact you ROCK).. Thanks dude...

NEW BLOGSKIN ON THE WAY...

Its like 5.27am and i am still like bloody wide awake... We ended our night acticity like so late that i loved it la... But alot of cock ups happened...

Its the third day of poly life and i'm loving it... Having lectures together with 3 other classes who takes the same subject as you is so cool. Will be having a course camp this Friday. From what i feel its gonna be another blast. Well i am finding it a little hard to clique with some people, but i am trying my best to fit in. Its hard but i have to do it. having some hard time settling down (as usual) but its ok.

I signed up for TPSU, TPDE, TPLS...

i prefer performing arts lei.....

Busy With school updates soon.

Freshman Orientation Camp (FOC) was a blast. The 3 day camp that i attended to kick start my Polytechnic life totally rocks. Zetten emerged 1st for all three days. AISEH

ZETTEN ARE YOU HOT TO GO?

ZETTEN AH WHAT I SAY

PRETTY FACE

ZETTEN WHAT'S YOUR NAME?

KAMSAHAMIDAH

KIMCHIKU

It's the FIRST day of the FOURTH month of the TWO THOUSAND AND NINTH year.

Happy APRIL FOOL'S DAY to one and all.

Been missing for a week partly due to me being lazy to surf on a computer thats half it's screen has gone all white. YUP! My Mac days are almost ending. Will be collecting my notebook either later today or tomorrow. With that comes my new CAMERA! Its gonna be my first ever cool camera.

Had a DINKSS outing yesterday. But not everyone turn up. Diy couldnt make it cause she had CCA. Sorry Diy that we had to carry on without you. I hoped you all like the outing that I planned, even though my actual plan was something totally different. But I still think its a blast.

I promised our next outing shall be cool... Just remember to wear something really nice as it'll be a photoshoot....

Thanks Kira for agreeing to gym with me... I really need someone to train with me...

Khairul feels Lost... He is unsure of whether he should continue with the Life Saving Team... He WISHES too but all the politics going around just turns him off... Furthermore he LOVES Life saving...

I SHALL NOT ENTERTAIN YOU MR. ANONY ...

NEW

The NEW blogskin is due to the NEW me.

Yes that's right. Khairul has undergone some changes to himself. He is definitely changed into a NEW him. Khairul will stop having any pessimistic thoughts and shall change it into an optimistic one. All these NEW change that Khairul is doing is to suit his 17 year old status. He might not have the body of what a usual 17-year-old guy would but he is trying his best to at least make an impression that he is after all his age.

The NEW Khairul is trying to find a job so that he could go for NEW gym training sessions...

Mon - Life Saving Competition Training (POOL)

Tues - Gym

Wed - Personal Swimming Training (POOL)

Thu - Gym

Fri - Personal Swimming Training (POOL)

Sat - Life Saving Competition Training (BEACH)

Sun - Life Saving AM Training (POOL)

So people look-out for this NEW Khairul...

School starts in like a months time... I so cannot wait for it la... I am really sick and tired of staying at home especially with the constant nagging from my mum... Tell me how do i endure this crap...

*Side-Track*

Just now at my aunt's, my mum said this....

"Si adik kutip dari bawa blok. Si abang kutip dari tong sampah."

Translated into:

"Sister picked up from void deck. Brother picked up from dustin."

What started this convo was my aunt who said that i look very very tanned. Obviously my mum would take the opportunity to say those things. It might meant as a joke from her but i have feelings too you know. And that was not the first time she said it. I tried my very best to tear there.

*End of Side-Track*

TPSU Freshmen Orientation Camp (FOC) organizing committee has sent out the emails. I so can't wait for it. I am also currently waiting for my time table to be out so that the lifeguard at TP can plan out my schedule to work there.

I know i have notbeen blogging for some time... Just cant find the time to do so... Well 1 thing for sure is that i am not at my Prime time now... Haix i dont know ah... Haix... Haha... Firstly i would like to say THANKS to the four bloody cool person....

Nordiyanah Bte Samsuddin
Nur Asyqin Bte Abdul Jamal
Natassa Bte Karrim
Nur Iryanna

Hoped i spelt your names correctly. Sorry Iry i don't know how to spell you Dad's name... Thanks guys for the SURPRISE... haha... I deffinitely LOVE you guys ah... Pastamania-ed....


LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!

I have finally enrol myself into TP AMS.. so now i am an official student of TP i guess.. am at my cousin house actually... so now printing the medical forms... shall post more later...

Should i Be Happy???

I am so confused...

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I was blog hopping and i read something which made me rather upset now.... Haix... I feel foolish for dreaming big... But what can i do... it's, after all my true feelings towards you... Why can't you just understand that....

On the other hand...

looks like there are a number of DUNMANITES in the same course as me now... dont think i can act normally there....

You can LIKE almost ANYONE and EVERYONE;

But LOVE is just not the same as LIKE as it takes time to DEVELOP.

Yes ah... finally the Posting results was smsed by MOE... i got into NYP Biologics & Process Technology...

Firstly i would like to congratulate those who got into the school of their choice like KT who does not even believe that she gotten into Meridian... haha...

i am not at all that happy about this course....

Ok i am really late in wishing everyone a Happy Chinese New Year. But its not my fault. I was away in Indonesia celebrating Chinese New Year with my relatives there.

On the whole the trip there was marvelous. Just some sad part which i am so not gonna say it here.

What is Love?

It Seems like my birthday sia... Just got back from East Coast to have dinner with my family and cousins... Really shock when they actually bought me a present... Was releived to find out that they actually agreed to the courses i chosed... Thought that they would be angry...

Let the pics  do the talking...

Using my sister (ok not really sister la... Cousin but we are very close that we consider each other as siblings i guess...) Laptop at her house now... Submitted my JAE application this morning... Really hope to be able to get into my first choice. Anyway in case you guys are wondering whats my choices are, here it is.....

1) Aviation Management & Services [TP]
2) Biologics & Process Technology [NYP]
3) Chemical & Pharmaceutical Technology [NYP]
4) Marine & Offshore Technology [NP]
5) Nursing [NYP]
6) Optometry [SP]
7) Biotechnology [SP]
8) Biomedical Science / Biomedical Laboratory [NP]
9) Chemical & Biomolecular Engineering [NP]
10) Biomedical Engineering [NP]
11) Maritime Transportation Management [SP]
12) Marine Engineering SP]

I changed my mind at the last minute about applying for the DAE for Diploma In Nautical Studies at SP. So instead of going SP, i went out with Syiqin.

Woah... I finally reached my 200 post in this blog... Kudos!!!!!!!

i have like 4 days (including today) to do whatever before i start thinking of my future...

YES... GCE "O" Levels Result would be released this coming monday at 2pm...

I must not fret until 11th of January 2009, 10pm... After that time i shall start calling people up and worry together. I know what's done is done... But i just cant help but worry... Most people seem to have already planned where they wanna go.. I am still stuck in this stupid dilemma.. Where should i head to... What course should i take up...

HELPHELPHELPHELPHELPHELPHELPHELPHELPHELP

I'm feeling LOST and BORED...

FUCK!!!!!!! Do you know there are such things as NOTEBOOKS like the one you are using???? There are such things as WIFI there too you know!!!!!!!

SORRY if i am giving you all that STUPID STRESS... Think it as the way you want it!!! 

I NO LONGER CARE ABOUT YOU!!!! THIS IS MY FINAL HI AND MY FIRST BYE!!!

Thanks eh for making me living in regret!!! not needed la eh...