Haix... What a life... how can i fall sick and get this fucking DANG high fever just a week before my Common Test (CT) and My birthday...

Yesterday in school i already felt unwell... But i had that Podcast Competition meeting... So i attended... Went for Life Guard Course and i was having a very bad headache... i just went into the water and continued the routine... Not telling anyone... Thought that it was just a normal Headache... Then after the first timing, i suddenly felt uber cold, neasous and felt like blacking out... but i still continued to keep quiet cause like almost every week got something happen to me de...  i just sat by the pool side in the HELP (Heat Escape Lessening Posture) then my instructor asked whether i was ok... all i could do was to make a sound... Then after that he wanted to do this lap timing thing... Swim 50 meters within 1 minute... For 5 Laps... So i just sat at the side again this time i was shivering like mad... Only God knows how i felt then... it was like uber cold... and my head was spinning... Then when everything ended and when i got home and took my temperature... It was as high as 38.9 degrees celcius... haix

I finally found time to post pictures that thesha so wanted... Ok i shall not delay the moment and post the pictures first before i carry on with my blog...

Had a hell of a time yesterday... At least i managed to forget about all my problems...

Had tuition in the morning... Then after which rushed home to change to the proper dressing for weddings... Pink Fox long sleeved shirt and Black sleeveles shirt... Then went out and took MRT all the way to Queenstown... After which flag a cab to the place and it only cost 3 bucks... so ate and waited for the bride... So long sia... and soon i was late for the outing...

Reached Raffles City at 6.45 and i was officially late for 15 minutes... Hey it wasnt my fault ok... My mum asked me to wait to meet my cousin who was geeting married... Like i care like that...

So we first went to this candy shop where Theresha (Tesha) friend bought this lollies which was sour... haha... We then went to Starbucks to wait for Jie Kun and camwhored like fuck there man....

Only after we finished that delicious scone did Jie Kun arrived... And the stupid plan to DAO JK was ruined by Tesha who talk to him the moment he stepped into Starbucks... ok maybe i continue next time bah...

BUSY!!!

I have been busy this past few days... So i miss blogging...

Ok so Wednesday 060208 was a half day... Planned to come to school early... But end up i overslept... So went to school like the usual time... Not alot of people wore their ethnic costume... What was more depressing was that only ME, DIY, SYIQ, NAT & YAS  wore the traditional costume... So the first hour or so was a talk by Mrs NEO our lovely Principal... (ok i got to admit i was not really listening cause i was sitting at the benches outside our class trying my best to complete the weekend-nightstudy homework.) So immediately after her presentation, the twinning classes had their so called party... So i was belo in there and was screaming here and there... Trying my utmost best to make HER stressed... So it all ended and we took pictures.. But i am only going to post it next time... So after that took more pictures with ZU, FAATIN, ZIQ... then went to play piano and took more belo pictures... We only left school at about 1030hrs... To go to the airport... then we ate at airport and took neoprints at TM... then went home...

Reach home and cleaned the house immediately... That was the start of my mission... And up till now only my sis room (which is my old room) is completed... its PINK and i painted everything all by myself... yippee... will upload the pics next time....

FUCK ALL OF YOU

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH EVERYBODY??? FUCK MAN... FIRST ITS YOU... CHEATED ME AND ALL THOSE BULL... DIDNT EVEN CARE ABOUT HOW I FELT...SAY ONLY WANT TO TAKE CARE OF ME AND ALL THOSE BULL... BUT END UP HURT ME AND DONT EVEN CARE THAT I WAS CRYING AT THAT SMALL LITTLE CORNER...

THEN ANOTHER PROBLEM SURFACES... BLOODY FAITH... I AM SO SORRY BUT LOOKS LIKE ITS GONNA BE IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO RESPECT YOU ANYMORE... SO DONT EVEN BOTHER TO TRY TO ASK ME TO DO SO...  OOPS I AM SORRY I FORGOT YOU ARE MY FORM TEACHER AND CCA TEACHER... OH YA AND BY THE WAY STOP GIVING ME EMPTY PROMISES... IN FACT DONT EVEN MAKE PROMISES... CUASE I AM FUCKING SURE THAT YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO LIVE UP TO YOUR DUTIES... SAY EVERYONE MUST STAY BACK TO DO CLASS DECO... BUT DID YOU DO YOUR DUTY TO ENSURE THAT EVERYONE TURNS UP... HUH... NO... IN CASE YOU DIDN'T KNOW ONLY A SMALL GROUP OF THEM STAYED BACK AT FIRST... THEY ONLY STAYED TO PLAY TWISTER GAME THEN WENT HOME AFTER KAREN FINSIHED PASTING THAT DISGUSTING CLASS MOTO OF OURS... OK I GOT TO ADMIT THAT I WAS ALSO ONE OF THOSE WHO PLAYED TWISTER... BUT AT LEAST AFTER PLAYING THAT GAME I STAYED ON TO DO THE CLASS DECO...

WHAT BULLSHIT IS THAT HUH? ONLY SCOLDED JY SO LIGHTLY... ITS SUCH AN OBVIOUS SHOW OF FAVOURATISM LA... JOKE WITH JY SO THAT HE SHUT UP.... AND HE WAS LIKE TALKING SO LOUDLY... WHEN ITS ME WHAT YOU DID???? SCOLD ME AND MAKE A BIG FUSS OUT OF IT... WHAT WANT TO DEDUCT MARKS FROM MY ORAL AND ESSAY.... GO RIGHT AHEAD I DONT GIVE A DAMN.... YOU HAPPY RIGHT... ANYWAY MY O LEVELS SCRIPT WON'T EVEN BE MARKED BY YOU... IN FACT YOU WONT EVEN BE ABLE TO AMMEND IT... I WAS JUST SITTING THERE MOUTHING MY SCRIPT... NO SQUEK CAME OUT... AND A HELL OF A SCOLDING WAS WHAT I GOT... PLEASE NOT EVERYONE CAN ENDURE YOUR SHIT LA...

BANG THE DOOR SOMEMORE LA... YOU MIGHT AS JOLLY WELL BREAK THAT FUCKING DAMN DOOR... DONT CARE ABOUT MY PHONE... WELL FINE IF I THROW IT OUT OF THE WINDOW DONT YOU DARE SCOLD ME... I SAID THAT CAUSE ITS THE TRUTH... I DID NOT SAY THAT I DIDNT ALLOW YOU TO BRING... I ONLY SAY YOU WILL READ MY SMSES... WHICH IS THE WHOLE FUCKING TRUTH... AND YOU KNOW THAT THE FUCKING TRUTH FUCKING HURTS... THEN COMPLAINT HERE COMPLAINT THERE... AND SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT ME... FUCK YOU LA... WHEN ADK GOT LOST IN T3 WHAT YOU DID??? YOU ONLY BLAME IT ALL ON ME... WHAT WERE YOU DOING HUH??? LOOKING FOR PRESENT AND DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT ME OR HER... THEN WHEN IO TOLD YOU THAT SHE WAS MISSING YOU CONTINUED TO HOLD THAT BAG... HOW MANY TIMES MUST I REPEAT MYSELF THAT SHE WAS MISSING FOUR FIVE SIX... OR DO YOU WANT TO WAIT FOR ME TO SHOUT IT ALL OUT LOUD THAT SHE IS FUCKING MISSING THEN YOU WILL THROW THAT FUCKING BAG DOWN TO SEARCH... WELL HELLO I WAS NOT TRYING TO ACT COOL, OR HANDSOME LA PLEASE.... WHO WAS THE ONE WHO WAS TRYING TO ACT PRETTY... DOES NOT EVEN WANT TO CARRY THINGS NOW HOW TO SCHOOL... EVEN CARRY ADK ALSO CANNOT.... MAN FUCK YOU ALSO LA...

THANKS ALOT LA... I KNOW YOU DID ALOT TO HELP ME IMPROVE MY GRADES... BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO SCOLD US RIGHT... IF YOU DONT WANT TO TREAT US THEN DONT... IF ITS NOT SINCERE I WOULD DEFFINITELY NOT WANT TO EAT IT LA... ITS HARAM OK... AND I DONT WANT TO EAT HARAM FOOD... IF YOU HATE OUR CLASS SO MUCH THEN YOU MIGHT AS WELL TELL MRS NEO THAT YOU WANT TO CHANGE CLASS... IF I WERE TO DO THAT YOU SAY I AM TRYING TO SMEAR YOUR BLODDY REPUTATION... WELL HELLO IT WAS THE BLOODY TRUTH... SO ADMIT THAT DAMN FACT...

HOW I WISH I COULD JUST DROP DOWN AND DIE NOW.....

I Will Never Respect You Again

Ok i have decided that i am not gonna blog about my sister getting lost in Changi Airport Terminal 3... Instead i am gonna talk about how i am feeling right now... Stress, Lonely, Hatred... Ah basically everything la... Pissed here and there... The whole day was ruined when she told me that i can't be an emcee for the Musical Extravaganza to be held on 21 March cause i can't cope with my studies... What the hell can... Diy, Nat, Kar, Mich, Ily, Asy, Za, Ald and alot more people can perform... Which would definitely talk a lot more time and yet they are allowed to perform... What about me... Being an emcee is not that time consuming what... You threatened Diy that you would pull her out if she does not come for String training... But i am not even allowed to be the emcee... We should all be treated the same way what... All of us are taking O's at the end of this year TOGETHER...

Things worsen during Maths period when a test - which was supposed to be conducted on 11/2- was held... Mr T was absent today but don't know how Mr W came with test papers and asking us to do... whatever la hor... 

Then English i was scolded just for preparing my own Oral speach presentation... Like what the hell... I did not even make a SQUEK... And yet she scolded me as if i was making some sort of a commotion... Then at the back of the class... JY who was talking and laughing so loudly she just brush it off by saying... "people at the back please listen..." over and over again... What is this... such obvious favouritism...

"everyone is suposed to stay back after school to decorate the class..." but end up only ME, Syiq, Diy and Nat was the only one who stayed over to complete the remaining part of the deco...

I HATE YOU AND I WOULD DEFINITELY NOT RESPECT YOU ANYMORE!!!