I finally found time to update again... I am super exhausted right now... Due to the fact that today is my first day ever working...

Woke up at 5 feeling excited... Got ready and all.. Then walked all the way to the interchange... Met Jilin at the toilet... Kee Chin was late... Then took 29.. I was actually shock you know... Theresha say that the work is at Sentosa... Then this morning when i was on my way there Jilin say taking 29 i was like so shock... So we took 29 and i was very high on the bus...

"Hello may i know your name..."

"Joshua"

"Ok thanks"

[Hang up & call again]

"Hello may i speak to Joshua please"

Lame la can... Haha... Then we alighted at Aloha Chalet... Walked for 1 hour in search of something that goes like SIA beach club or SAF beach club... Called Theresha over and over again... But apparently her phone was switched off... Then tried calling the organizer himself... but once again his phone was switched off... Then finally Theresha called to tell us the exact location which was at Upper Changi Road East... so far lor...

Cabbed our way there... Was given a red event crew shirt... And was only given 5 minutes to change and all that... Then we were designated to our works.. Jilin, Yong Seng, Kee Chin and Derren was down for game stalls... While me, Jia Shun and Jacky was down for the telematch... Very tiring ok...

Will tell more next time... Then when the event is over, we had to hand over the shirts... Like what the fuck can... haha... Then the pay was given went to eat and now here i am... and i am off to sleep le...

I am on the verge of killing myself right now... I seriously think that all this while i have been living in a happy peacful family would not turn out like this...

I was asked to leave the house man... how can... haix what ever la....

at least i have you ok...

From me:

"Hey... I just wanted to tell you that you mean alot to me... You have been stuck in my heart since the first time we met... And i cant seem to get you out.. Each day i would be thinking of you and wonder whether you would be doing the same thing to... Believe me my angel that you mean a thousand and one things to me...

YOU ARE THE SECOND THAT MADE UP MY DAY... YOU ARE THE OXYGEN THAT I BREATH EACH DAY... YOU ARE THE SIGHT THA I SEE EACH HOUR...YOU ARE THE SOUND THAT I HEAR EACH MINUTE... YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE TO PROVIDE ME WARMTH... YOU ARE THE RAIN THAT WITNESS MYEMONESS... YOU ARE THE ROOF THAT I SEEK SHELTER IN... YOU ARE THE SHOULDER THAT I CARY AND RELY ON... YOU ARE MY FRIEND THAT I LOVE AND CARE.."

From Someone:

"OOPS DID I.. SRY.. I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU FOREVER. MY LOVE FOR YOU IS AS DEEP AS THE OCEAN AND AS BIG AS THE UNIVERSE.."

"HEY DUN CRY.. IT HURTS ME TO SEE YOU CRY.."

SO SWEET RIGHT...

Well at least i can always look back at this to cheer me up...

The past two days have been an emo one for me... The fact that my fever is uber high and that its been lingering for the past few days is one of the factor that adds up to the Emoness... Went to school yesterday morning for Chemistry and after which went to Food culture to eat... Like finally... I have been dying to eat at food culture with them... Then thats when i started to turn emo at first... Last minute say tuition at 12.30... I did not even bring my books la can... Then the time then was like 11.45... haix... So went to library to 'study' everyone left and i met Along... Then we went up and i saw Pras... Then Uder came and we head off to Changi Airport T2 to meet Usu... in the bus something setoopid happened between Along and Uder... Haha...

*skip*

Then went to Mac to eat... and sat there till 5 plus just to decide where to go... Then WEnt to Pasir Ris Beach to EMO...

AND THANKS TO THAT SESSION I HAVE BEEN EMOING SINCE THEN CAUSE MY FEVER IS GETTING WORSE AND I WAS SUDDENLY HIT BY THAT FUCKING PANG OF NOSTALGIA.... EMOING RIGHT NOW...