To my friends that does read my blog and does not want it to be so emo i am sorry cause i cant keep that promise...
i wonder why is it that every time i get into a relationship it won't last long.. sad to say i am FUCKING jealous of you guys man... Syiqin what a stable and happy relationship you have... Diy your boyfriend is really sweet to you...
Fuck la... Am i really being over-possessive towards you? What you expect.. i love you alot... Me being sensitive towards trivial matters... what you expect... at least i have a heart and really care for things... about the family thing well hello its not like i have ever experienced it before la ok... its like the first time... i needed you to listen.
in the early days of our relationship you said that you will be here for me to LISTEN OUT... BUT THIS IS THE ENDING???
KNOW YOU ARE PUTTING THE BLAME ON ME??? HELLO I DID ASK YOU WHETHER YOU ARE OK??? BUT ALL YOUR ANSWER WAS YES.. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO READ YOUR mind...
FUCK LA