Friday, 10 October 2008

OXYMORON

I am really sad actually. The journey of 4 years of our life is like coming to an end real soon. The final lap begins next thursday. Science practical. I have to push myself harder right now. But what the hell, its really difficult if you are in my shoes.

I might be the happiest teenage in the world right now, but that does not seem to be able to continue for long. my feelings seems to be like an OXYMORON!!!!!!!!!

Guess what i heard my mum saying??

"Because of the brother the sister become like that!! Because of the brother the parents are fighting!! i might as well die its better!!"

How sad does that feel. Ok i know she is like UBER angry with me la... But at least do not make it sound like that la. O levels is like so near at least give me some support not give me more crap to think about. Haix.

To that flower... Thanks for giving me a second chance in trying to pluck you from the garden eventhough there are like numerous thorns out there that also is trying to compete in the same mission. I pledge as of this day that i would not act like how i used to in the past. And i know of a lil secret.