Ok I know i am being a Jerk and all... But how am i to reply you when i am overseas...

i cant believe our friendship is breaking apart just because i was overseas and cannot reply..

I Hate This Part Right Here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If YOU are refering to me then i only got a few things to say. I FUCKING do this cause I am TRYING my FUCKING best to FORGET you.

There's a fine line between getting OVER you and FORGET-ing you.

Its not that I dont want give it to you. Its I can't FUCKING leave my house. REMEMBER the POLICE REPORT???????? My mum only allow me to go out if there are anyone older going with me and fetch me from home...

I am sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry... I can't help it.. its getting to me emotionally now ok. YOU have moved on and found that SOMEONE. Without me knowing. I know i am no one to hinder your love life and all.

I just realised something... How Much i actually miss alot of people...

lets just List names...

1990

Prass

Mars

Xin Hui

1991

Jie Rong

Zerlina

Galvin

Sarah Norlina

Dean

Harry

Chee Hiang

1992

Syiqin

Iryanna

Diyanah

how random can i get????

Is it just me or does anyone else feel like the Long Holiday after 'O' is like flashing by so fast??? I dont want it to end...

Was blog hopping and saw this...

'The world revolves, and people change.
Its really scary to hear how things have change, although its just a naive and wishful thinking on my part, to think that everything will be like the past, and it will stay that way.'

Quoted by Wang Jie Rong

MERRYCHRISTMASMERRYCHRISTMAS

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I Can't believe that today is Christmas eve... haha.. This shows how much i lost track of time... Anyway... I bought for you guys some chocolate that cost me a BOMB... I am not sure if its marvelous... But i could only afford to give each of you a five different flavours a packet each... haix... I am not that RICH you know...

Tag Reply...

Rachel... 

ER i might have forgotten you... but who cares... linked you up already

Fsheena... 

FOR your info, I was away on holiday at KL la DEYH...

Dean... 

Thanks dean... haha.. the only person who wished me that...

Just came back from KL... was ok... More updates coming up...

I AM SO SICK........... DAMMIT....... I GOT FOOD POISONING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Watched twilight yesterday. It was super nice la. Wish i am Edward Colins. Haix. So STRONG... So FAST... So IMMORTAL.... So COLD SKINNED... Walked to Fort Canning Park alone after watching Twilight. By the time i reached it was fairly dark.. So sat there and emo a while...

All the memories just flashed through my mind. Questions just kept popping up.

One Thing for SURE is i CANNOT move on no matter what. It is unbearable.

Yesterday's BCLS outing was uber fun. Once again this outing falls under one of the few outings where i actually forget all my problems and especially forget about her. Thanks Coach for your help but i now think that i am really really not ready to go into any relationship.

I guess i have to move on....

heartbroken

I feel sad. Why am i always the one who have to experience this. I am really like at the most bottom part of my life i guess. Why must all these happen now. All ini just one short period. How am I supposed to endure.

I feel so FOOLISH. Is it because of me? Or is it just my plain dumb luck that i have to loose you? I know i am supposed to be happy for you, I am. But I don't think i can ever face you without crying my heart out.

I know that there is no use crying over spilled milk. Oh well, what can i do but to move on.

Hey Girl... I am happy for you. Congrats on getting yourself attached with a guy.

I SWEAR that I have LOVED you and i still do up to this very moment. It will end tonight. It has to.

Thanks Iry for giving me that chance to appreciate what first love mean - even if it only lasted for 2 days or so.