Wanted to blog but cant control my emotions... I guess my blog will be where my emotions flow out to

Final Day

Today marks the very last day of lessons for AY12/13 April Semester. Ended the day with Business Continuity Management presentation and Service Quality Management quiz.

On a much more sad note, I really hate the way I was treated today.

You said you send the freaking E-mail at 'later at night'. What time did you freaking sent it? 5 plus in the morning. Worst still you made it sound as if its my fault. OK never mind, I accept the blame, but explain why you say meet at 830 in school and you guys only came at 9. Worst still you make it sound as if I dont understand simple English. Another point where I can brush off.

BUT YOU FREAKING BITCHED ABOUT ME IN MANDARIN!!! I CAN FUCKING UNDERSTAND EVERY SINGLE WORD YOU SAID

Helloes People

So I am back with more things to post here. Well its not really 'Things' but more of me penning down what is going through in my head.

I have been telling people 'Oh, I'm doing great' 'I'm alright' 'Things going fine'. Guess I'm just saying these to cover up everything. I am too used to having these huge facade protecting me from the reality. Like seriously find me someone who has been removed from school and comes back kicking and like be the most popular kid in town and i would change my mindset.

Not sure if I have shared this but really I feel like giving up now. 3 semesters left is really too much for me to handle, with very demoralising people around me. No matter what in their eyes I am not a good student. Having to take modules with other courses, other cohort....

Work wise is no where better. I used to think that have 'Stepmother' as a Manager is bad enough. I take those words back. I hate how this 'TELEBABI' is treating us. How can he just any-o-how give me days when i didn't even give him any. He even have the cheek to scold me for not showing up. like dude i have lessons to go you don't just fucking assume that your Part-Timer can mould to your schedule. I'm a Part-Timer for a fucking reason.

With all that said I am very sure that you guys are thinking 'oh a hard day at work or school would be fine once you reach home'. Not saying that my house is hell but lets just say that its not a place to be in when you have had enough already.

Enough of me ranting for now...

yes i just cried

New Mac

Well as usual i abandoned my blog for a very long time. But back to Blogging i will (:

Anyway this post is special as it is not only a post after so long but also my first ever blog post on my new Macbook (:

Finally my dreams came true, I finally own a Macbook. Got it second hand for 1.2K.

Anyway April Semester is about to come to an end and I am like busy with mains but i will deffinitely find time to blog.

to end off this joyous post;

Really long time since I last blogged. Makes me wonder whether there are still people who comes and read this space. Haha oh wells. Just wanna vent out but not gonna do so hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahaha ok I'm mad

Red day (:

I feel that my postings here are purely based on my mood to blog. It's like a seasonal thing. Ok maybe it's more of laziness that is preventing me from updating haha.

Anyways today marks the end of this semester. I'm feeling rather sad and emo-ish due to the fact that my original batch of classmates are unofficially graduated, and I am still here stuck in school for good knows how long ):

But on a brighter note, I found myself a new clique, which I hope would stay with me till they graduate. They planned to have a post-Valentine day lunch today an thy invited me along (: so I'm all dressed in red hahaha (: weeehhhhheeee

Ok now time for me to get ready for that fucked up lecturer class ):